I hate feeling like I’m giving up. I hate feeling defeated by my leukemia. Allowing myself to feel the brunt of the disease feels like I’m giving up. It feels like I’m “getting beat”. It feels like I’m moving backwards. Last week, I was exhausted and could feel myself getting to the end of my rope. I felt like I was supposed to just keeping going. That I just needed to grit my teeth and get through it. These two quotes came to mind:
“The best way out is always through” – attributed to Robert Frost
“When you’re going through hell, keep going” – attributed to Winston Chruchill